Saturday, 26 January 2008

Feeling A Bit Sentimental.

Well, I've been practicing my tarot, and enjoying myself. I hope to master it eventually. ;)

You know, there's not a day that goes by where I don't think of my dad. That also goes for when he was alive. I'm learning to move forward, and to laugh and smile again, but some days, my heart just aches. Some days I feel so ashamed, and some days I wish with all of my life, that I could turn back time. I miss dad, and I love him so much, it hurts. Some days I wish I could see him, and sit and have a conversation with him, and sometimes that need to speak to him is so strong. But I know I can speak to him, as he hears me. And I do talk to him often, and I know I'll be back in the same scenario with my father in another life, until we get it right. He was never a bad man, he was a good man, he just had issues himself. We both did.

Why am I saying all this on here? Because life is too short, and if you have someone you have in your life who you love, and who you have fallen out with, make up and do it 'now'.

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