Memories of Tim

I was looking over some stuff today, that I had written a few years ago, which seems like such a long time ago now. One of the items I came across, was a letter I had written to a man called Tim, who lives in Australia. We used to talk everyday and we had such a laugh. Anyway we stopped talking due to reasons I'm not going to discuss, and I found it so painful at the time. Out of all the people I used to talk to, he was the one who I really missed. We had a bond like father and daughter and I really adored him. To me he was a complete gentleman and a diamond, one of the very best people you could ever have the pleasure to know. Anyway, I wrote a letter to him, which I didn't send, although I really wanted to, but for good reasons I didn't. It was weird looking back at this letter, as when I wrote it my heart was in pieces, and I felt very hurt, although it was never because of anything he had done, but because of outside influences. It was kind of healing writing this letter to him.

Anyway the point of this post is, that I have finally come to a stage in my life where I am able to move forward from a lot of things, certain things that used to hurt are healed now and these things seem so far away. It feels as though a new door has opened and new adventures are lining up to greet me.

To end this post, I just want to say to Tim who lives in Victoria, Australia (not that he'll ever get to read it). Thank you for the friendship you gave me, you gave me in the short time we knew each other something I was missing, and that was a father figure and a best friend, even though our relationship was a distance one, you brought much laughter and joy into my life. I have never forgot you and there will always be a special place for you in my heart.